is it me or is it u??

No matter how close u are to me..
even when u're nex to me..
i feel somehow like we're strangers..
u're only a few steps away from me..
just a distance away..
yet i feel i can never reach you...
what the heck is goin on??
why is this happening to me??
i never hope for anything in return..
yet i feel my heart isn't right..
all i want is to ur smile and ur happiness..
yet i feel becoz of me u don show that side of urs..
somehow im feeling there's someone in ur heart..
and i know that it will never be me..
but no matter what..
i like the way u are..
always have and always will..
hoping that u're find ur true love..
tho i know it will never be me..
yet all i can do is stay by ur side..
always watching and trying to be there for u..
till then if u need me..
i'll definitely be there...
as a fren or a family..
i'll just sit here quietly..
till the day u need me..