1st blogspot - 1st starting of my confusion

   1st bloggy spot...nothing amuses me today...until i ran over someone's blog that suddenly gave me the interest to even bother to create this..i won't know how long this will last and how many am i goin to write..if u bother read..if none of this bothers u leave...

   All im wondering lately is "it is you??is it you??"
   All the "W"s  are going thru my head...

   What amazes me??Why does it turn out to be u??When all these started??Why are u taking part in my life so much??Why are all the thoughts bout you going thru my head most of the time??etc..

   Everything ends up to the question: "Why is it you??"
   Everything ends up to the answer: "i have no idea"
   
   I have so many questions yet no answers..wanting to know yet afraid to know..yet im just waiting..hoping for the answers someday..i might get it and i might not get it...

Since the day you appeared in my life
i dono why
i told myself u're worth waiting
it's not ur appearance that attracts me
yet i dono why
i told myself u're worth waiting
it's not ur skills and talent that amuses me
yet i dono why
 i told myself u're worth waiting

I'm afraid you had someone else in ur life
yet i dono why
i told myself u're worth waiting
i might never get an answer from you
yet i dono why
i told myself u're worth waiting

Since the day you were part of my life
that's when i started to be myself
   i could have all those feelings shown
happy or sad
Tho i don think u realised that
u're climbing up the ladder in my heart to the top

everytime i see u around
all i want is just to be there for u
when u're sick, happy or sad
all i want is just to be there for u
when u need someone to be there for u
all i want is to be the 1st to be there for u

i wish for me to be ur first
and yet hope to be ur last
yet no matter what thoughts are appearing
i just keep telling myself
u're worth waiting